I have so many questions, most which will not be answered for a long time, some may never be answered.
Why did my son have to be born at 23 weeks and spend the first six months of his life in the hospital?
Why did ROP have to destroy his retinas to the point of blindness? Why does he never get to see the beauty of a rose or the color of the sky?
Will he ever have a girlfriend or even a date? Will he ever get married and enjoy the pure happiness of being a parent?
Will he ever talk?
Will he ever walk?
Why us? Why HIM?
These questions, along with so many more, haunt me everyday and everyday I have to remind myself that today he is happy and alive and healthy and for today that is all that matters.
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